Climbing out of my self made hole

So feeling a whole lot better these days. You will notice that the next 200 plus words aren't doom n gloom. Interviewed for 2 of 4 jobs this wk. one I didnt really interview for just went and filled out paperwork for. The other the lady is a fibber there's way more to the job than she said on the phone. So if that is the way that she talks to everyone no wonder people don't stay. I went even though I no longer want it but was truthful about my needs and life I guess in hopes that she seed that it's not for me without me saying it.
Married life: well I'll just say they it's wonderful to like him again for a minute there you might have seen him on unsolved mysteries haha. God had a plan for this stay at home dad thing because I have really really needed him. If he was working right now I defiantly would have been at that same cross road again between loving wife and mommy and wild horse.
We just might make it this time.....